someone ask me last night: how come i always have a smile on my face?
Hard question to answer....I said that my friends are the reason....well they are also the ones that take it away...and today i could not smile anymore. Someone that i considered a friend disappointed me ...
This is a lesson that i now by heart now and yet i do not seize to forget it all time...I always put in too much..too soon and in the end i am the only one hurt.I'm just like a plane(as nebunici says)...I lift off confident that i will make the final destination...and when i'm most confident i fall...I never stop hoping, but how long will this last...? I eventually crash and burn.....and wake up to a new day a little less confident...sick and tired of being wrong again....but willing to put back the pieces...
Today i was lucky...I only lost a couple of hours of enjoying my life.....last time it took me 6 months and an intense treatment with optimism and good will from a couple of "dutch bastards" that i'll always love an cherish ....just for reminding me of ME...
"It is better to be in chains with friends , than to be in a garden with strangers." -Persian Proverb
